Groping On Japanese Subways 2009 Can not one just be sad anymore?

I'm here to ask the question: Can one not just be sad anymore? By the title of this entry, I suppose You are all wondering if I'm just being to sullen, bitter woman, but I'm none of These Things. I will first say That this is a rant and I can jump from one subject to the next Without Developing an argument Because this is not a debate, this is my emotional rant (is suppose) and They (emotions) jump around a lot. Well, to get back on track, I not can be just sad anymore without people thinking I'm emo! Emo Was a Before this whole music genre: Gotta be miserable 24 / 7 Because We Can Attention get this way! I did not mean to be upset, But I think people Thought That I Was Because this upset Without a reason. I know, I know, Does this sound good for my defense, But I Could not comprehend Trulywhy I WAS upset. I felt heartbroken, like someone I Knew and loved Would never be in my life again. You know! That heaviness of the chest, the sinking feeling That leaves this void Almost That Can only be filled with the love of Another That has left you. I Just Could not Explain Why I Was upset Because I Do not Love Anyone romantically and all my friends are alive. Does someone want to leave me? Is this some sort of precursor as to What Will Become? All that know me Understand That I Can Be paranoid at times But Please set my mind at ease! Do not Refer to me as emo! Normally I'm happy! Defend myself I can, I can pick myself out of sadness and I can carry on! I do not wallow in self-pity very Often! I may care for Other People More Than I do myself, But I will end my life over Not That becaus