Pichurs Of The Biggist Sharsin Thewhould

Hello! This is Lin or some of you may know me as Caitlin! This is for posterity.

I will not use last names just in case...and for legal purposes and for the integrity, or what is left, of the accused.

I just don't get males and that makes sense, but I would like to know why they do crazy things...most of the time.  Can anyone answer me this?  Why would I be generally ignored by the opposite sex to only have an onslaught of complete wackos that are brought into my life to make me feel either scared, furious, or self-loathing?  The summer before ninth grade I was seriously stalked by a man named Chris that began with annoying devotion of the \ra while, pero Asked A Few selected people (Bad-Zach got a note too) for Their phone-numbers and myspace. Well, I Did not Have a Myspace, so I Decided to Give him my Livejournal username and I Gave him my cell number ... big mistake. **** I Must Say That I am shy when it comes to These Matters and I Thought That I Would Be confident and so my stuff Give Him That Could I talk to me Because I was nice ... a little weird, but nice **** Well, I did call me ... a lot! I mean seven calls in one hour and I never Picked Up Because I Was Sleeping. All the Were incomprehensible voice messages except for a FEW Said That He Was picking me up for a movie and That I Should Meet him at the cinema ated '. The bastard! Then it gets Complicated Because He Does not Really Say Anything That Is Thoroughly offensive. Like I Said, I use historical words. He Says That He Gave me a compliment and I do not understand how to deal with historical and Advances That I should be "grateful That He Noticed Me." Then, I voice my Complaints Because again, I Said That I Was anxious because i, in FACT loved him! Dude, it is weird how I Things turns around ... you just do not understand. I lay me a pair of underpants .... a thong for christmas ..... It Was embarrassing ...

But It Does not end here! Derek eat to my house ... on a half-day Because I Knew I had it off and my parents don't come home until 3.  So, he comes over and pretty much gets into my door with brunt force and tries to get me to calm down when he entered my house uninvited.  So I try to push him out and he throws me to a wall and rakes his nails across my side, leaving these weird scratches that I showed a few people.  (I'm sorry Mel for not showing you!  I only saw you in the morning on those days).  Kelly saw them and Suzanne.  Well, I got him out of my house when he saw the blood and he apologized as he left.  I told my parents and they flipped and we got a restraining order that, well, the police here&n

Groping On Japanese Subways 2009 Can not one just be sad anymore?

I'm here to ask the question: Can one not just be sad anymore? By the title of this entry, I suppose You are all wondering if I'm just being to sullen, bitter woman, but I'm none of These Things. I will first say That this is a rant and I can jump from one subject to the next Without Developing an argument Because this is not a debate, this is my emotional rant (is suppose) and They (emotions) jump around a lot. Well, to get back on track, I not can be just sad anymore without people thinking I'm emo! Emo Was a Before this whole music genre: Gotta be miserable 24 / 7 Because We Can Attention get this way! I did not mean to be upset, But I think people Thought That I Was Because this upset Without a reason. I know, I know, Does this sound good for my defense, But I Could not comprehend Trulywhy I WAS upset. I felt heartbroken, like someone I Knew and loved Would never be in my life again. You know! That heaviness of the chest, the sinking feeling That leaves this void Almost That Can only be filled with the love of Another That has left you. I Just Could not Explain Why I Was upset Because I Do not Love Anyone romantically and all my friends are alive. Does someone want to leave me? Is this some sort of precursor as to What Will Become? All that know me Understand That I Can Be paranoid at times But Please set my mind at ease! Do not Refer to me as emo! Normally I'm happy! Defend myself I can, I can pick myself out of sadness and I can carry on! I do not wallow in self-pity very Often! I may care for Other People More Than I do myself, But I will end my life over Not That becaus